My alcoholism - and there were a miracle - Part eight

As i said in the video, may be i'll be perceived as a fool by some person, but i don't care cause it happened for real.

There were this particular winter night where i was standing on the outside stairway of the chapel i use to go, and thousand and thousand leafs fall on me.

I was so surprised and at the same time i tried to understand what was going on.
The day after, a friend of mine came to my place with a brochure about a rehab center. I wondered : This is a sign, this is my last chance.

I went to that place and i met the the director of this rehab center. He said to me that i would never had the courage to come at this place for my sobriety.
He was completely wrong.

4 days later i was ready to go to this place. That's what i did.

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My alcoholism - The loneliness and this chapel i had - Part seven

There's been a time where i wanted to be all alone. That's what my friends did, they live me alone but for many time ?

I was not the one who was deciding, and my loneliness was absolutely there. I was all alone with my bottles of beer. My life was drowning.

But i had just something who give me hope, that was this chapel of an abandoned abbey who was at 20 minutes of walk from where i lived.

I've been there 7 days a week, every night, and there were nothing who could stop me getting there, cold time, tempest, snow, rain, wind, anything, i was there.

For one month i took this same old walk, and sitting on the front of this chapel, i was asking god, the universe, a superior power, angel, anything from this spiritual side who reside in me was good enough to ear my tears, and my hope of getting out of this hell.

This is what i tell in this video.

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